Ten pocit / That feel

Je čas, kedy si človek povie, že je všetko OK, ale pri určitých situáciach by sa vrátil späť do svojho sveta. Dnes po dvoch rokoch som opäť vrátila čas, povedala som si, že napriek tomu, ako sa snažím vybudpvať si svoju povesť, tak určité veci chcem nechať v pôvodnom stave. Už som si myslela ,že som rozhodnutá, pre daný systém života, až neskôr mi stres a nepríjemné pocity ukázali, že to takto nejde ďalej. Tak som sa vrátila ku starému životnému štýlu, aspoň čo sa oblečenia týka, niektoré veci človek nezmení len tak, ak nie je presvedčený ,že to tak proste urobí. Dlho som zvažovala, či a prečo to urobiť, až si človek uvedomí, že sa to dá aj inak, lahšie, krajšie, alebo v štýle aký si on zvolí.

It is time, when you say, it is OK all, as it is. But after time, u spend like this lifestyle, you discover the person, who live with you in yourself, whos says, no ,its not that great as u think, you need your own area for growing, for building something, you need think ,which you make a true person, who born for. I was building image for few years, dont speak about times spent on school, but now, which I make my own bussiness, you try the best you can, build all ,whats told you ,you must do and be happy, but now? Im returning back to the past, stay in few ordinary habits, which make my own image, I got lot of new things, new informations, new lifestyle, new life building methods... but its the real what i wanna do???
No, Im not sure for today, it made me sad, not happy as all says.... I change my clothes, my behavior, my communication methods, its too hard to change your habits, not build new, but change that OLD!
Yea, It was long time, but im stil Ok, I was grow up, now i know, how i really want to live. Thats the most important thing in your life, you try to find it for long time, spend lot of time to discover something, with made your person. I hope, I just find it, Im really the ARTIST!! I need creative work place, where your need to go up with your skills. Just now, after 3years, Im really decide to make this one! Work in web design, games design, create new game characters, game as you know, all graphics in there!!

One big, I hope, helpful idea

In my statistics, it is sure, when I called my website with english words. I saw ,a few people watch this page, but it is write by slovak language, can be a little wrong way. So i decide to change some stories and content of this web in english. 

I am so very sorry for my bad english!!

I was study ,but we do not have good schools ,where you get great basics ,I was/am lucky for basics, but that is all, on second level of school, I do not had any more skills, because my classmates hate all subjects ,so our teacher stop make anything more, than few information for end school. I didn´t go to university and all new things I have from songs, games, just normal phrases. I beg you for no hate in here. If you wanna leave a comment, you are welcome, but please, do not judge me for mistakes.

For sure, if you wanna speak about this more, just send me email, its show on my profile.

I hope you enjoy my website. It is all about my life with depression. How it starts and my daily fights with deadly ideas. I am definitely depression girl, which wants to bite it. Wish me and all ,whose got this ugly sick a lot of luck to win our fight.